Every so often, something completely random sparks my inspiration and I jot down my thoughts in a note in my bb… each one could prob fuel an entire blog entry, but…i’ve got some trueblood to watch, so i’ve just stuck them all in one happy place. enjoy: (or not)

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I realized I can “travel” without ever leaving the island. Because for me, it’s about exploring new places, about appreciating the diverse culture that surrounds us, and realizing that no matter where you go, or how far you travel, there’s beauty and wonder to take in everywhere…and what’s really important, is the company.  Because you can go on vacation, and EVERYTHING that could possibly go wrong, could go wrong…but if you’re with the right people, you can make the worst moments, the best memories. ^__^

OK, that being said, travel is really on my backburner until school stops taking up the front :)

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It’s amazing how time really does heal everything.
There were moments when i felt like i couldn’t move forward, that i’d never really be happy, and that i’d never trust anyone, ever.

That i would be that old spinster lady…you know, with the cats… (O_o)

But everyday, I see myself changing.
With every smile, laugh, and conversation, i’m reminded what life’s really about.
The connections/relationships with everyone in my life
It’s about hope on the horizon,
and the knowledge that things really DO get worse before they get better.
That i’ll fall again, probably harder…
and i’ll hurt again, maybe more…
But that feeling…
When your world spins and your heart races…
And even though you don’t know where this is going, you just have this feeling that it’s going somewhere amazing…
That feeling is worth it…everytime.

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browsing the aisles, and thumbing through pages of words, i feel like i’ve forgotten just how much i enjoy reading.  I fall into their flowing words, lost in the plot….my imagination drawing out images of what these characters would look like.  It’s like an escape, because in that moment, nothing matters, except what happens next…

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I don’t have a best friend. What can i say? I’ve never been big on titles. Ambiguous, to a fault. But i can say this: the best people in my life are the ones that can make me smile while i’m staring at an epic fail.  They’re the same ones that motivate me, without meaning to. The quiet handful that have seen me at my all time lows, and ridiculous highs. When i’m crying, defeated, and so angry i’m attempting to defeat a brick wall with my fist…and when i’m smiling, laughing, and giddy with excitement.  They are my before and after… because they’ve been there before all the others…and they’ll be there after them, too.

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Randomness as we tiptoe into Wednesday. hump day.
The moon looked AMAZING tonight, if anyone caught a glimpse of it in it’s glowing-crescent-wonder
Hope everyone’s having a great week~ if you’re not, make it better. ^_-

Thanks again for the get well wishes via all mediums of communication :)
Twitter/FB/text/bbm/heck, i even got one IRL! :) haha.

<3

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